A tiring day..

suppose i have been disappear at here..nothing to do..
just went up to ventilate..=.=
tired..tired..MUET speaking 2day..would like to talk bout organ transplantation..
who should be given the priority to get the organ donated the most...
child?senior citizens?emergency ppl? for rich or wealthy person?
how terrible that i performed 2day..Wat the bad luck i get? sui~~
i from the candidate B would like to talk bout senior citizens means old folks... Wat the bad ideas and points of view that i expressed to...i just know how far i can do that and finish it successfully..at many times of practice and practice,i thought that i should be die 2day ..even though the books are almost finish referred..but i also cant speak well for all these weeks...but..but..but...i success to did it well..thanks a lot to all my friends who helped me the most...i LOVE u all..haha...
OK...get back to my main topic..v went to Greenbox again..^^sang with tiredness...kao..a lot of songs we have sang ..haiz...too tired d...
k la...stop writing here...really beh tahan liao..sienz aaaa....
now 10.13pm ..go take a comfortable bath..then come back my bed to slp slp slp..
k la...everyone..g9....

2009Chinese New Year approaching..

What a brand new year??!!for me..it's just living like hell...who know?who gonna realize me?somebody know..he came back to my life again..i feel touch whatever he said through..he support me to do everything that i know how to do...it's for my own good he had said..he ask me to done everything though he not willing to help me..appreciate through the things he was given me...i get my need...my everything through it...thanks..finally ..i've done with successfully..

Another is all dear friends...thanks a lots to stand beside me..comfort me..lend a hand for me..i have treasure for sure...^^

Brotha Sista..i put this name in my heart,it's was enough to spended up..i feel apart from it already..stop to thinking...i should be ended up my obstinate and short-tempered..

Everything changed..Everyone changed..I already dont care bout...

~.~ Use to it..Sienzzz...

Busy off..Bye Bye..

- enjoy ur life in 2009 -

Happy New Year...

This I Promise You,My Love...

This I Promise You - N'SYNC

When the visions around you

Bring tears to your eyes

And all that surrounds you

Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength

I'll give you hope

Keeping your faith when it's gone

The one you should call

When standing here all alone

And I will take you in my arms

And hold you right where you belong

Until the day my life is through

This I promise you

This I promise you

I've loved you forever

In lifetimes before

And I promise you never

Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word

I give you my heart

This is a battle we've won

And with this vow

Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes each loving day

And know this feeling won't go away

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you

This I promise you

Over and over I thought

When I hear you call

Without you in my life baby

I just wouldn't be living at all

And I will take you in my arms

And hold you right where you belong

Until the day my life is through

This I promise you

Just close your eyes each loving day

And know this feeling won't go away

Every word I say is true

This I promise you

Every word I say is true

This I promise you

Ooh I promise you

END

Give up our Relationship to Prove myself I'm strong not Weaker....

Friday,12-12-2008

[2nd day of Pangkor trip ]

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2day was our friend's b'day ...happy b'day pecky!!

- wake up suddenly!!tomato u're a noiser for me!!swt~not enough sleep again..lolz..but!!im get cold when i'm foot on the cold floor!!!!shiver with cold and wear up the jacket to warming back...~~sure have to tidy up myself,abo brotha them will laugh at me 1..it's time to breakfast!!with some maggie and tuna bread...delicious man~~

- planning to cycle..but we're late..no more bicycle can rent for us,aiz...damn it!!kao men!!i saw jian riding the motorcycle!!haha..funny funny!!lian zheng eric on bicycle..bo bian...dunno ride motor pula..but damn yong shee snatched away the bicycle from eric!!wakaka~~left me and luue..we went to beach have some sista talk about last night..and played some sand at beach..we gotta to gather at beach around 10am..but still enough time to shopping pula..haha..me and luue going to buy some clothes back...bought a t-shirt show 'i love pangkor' pula...=.=..v have some fun at room and snap lots of pic..but i'm too ugly in pic liao...so i din post it up...^^

- going down to beach and assemble there and wear up the life-vest..1st, v r snorkelling there...v put on that curious goggles..issh!!finally,v gain lots injured back leh cause of the sharper stones lah!!!sui ar~~jian injured seriously at his foot..hero become zero!!yongshee u're right!!haha...after that v went coral bay...the place with the nice view..i like it..haha!!they found a sea cucumber leh!!wakaka!!yer~~feel nauseated leh~they played enough at there...and often bully our 2nd bro-Jian!!haha..damn pity neh~~after that v moved round all the island and gain few of knowledges..OMG!!!!somebody get hurt by a sea chestnut when coming back to the beach!!!hope his foot will recover soon..

- we stand for waiting to playing banana boat..Jian and Lian let us to use sand to wrapped up...Quite funny at all!!!wukakakaka~~we continued by banana boat..it's damn provoked!!!haha...1st time i tried it..but damn pain lo i felt they kicked and somebody pressed me...haha..finally v ashored to the land too...going back to swimming pool again...swimming pool is change to be sea pool edy cause of we jumped in without cleaning up leh...Syok!!but damn tired that whole day..

- hmm^^cycling with yong shee..haha..couple bicycle..damn hard to cycling but it's 1st time...haha..have a dinner at restaurant again..eating my chicken fried rice..they eat burger and sweetcorn pula..after dinner,have a bro talk with jian at 513 room...sure lian and sze lee go dating liao de lah..no doubt...me and luue like a fool went to swimming pool and get wet..=.= i thought they want to swim again mah!!!damn angry that time!!make me get cold whole night!!!f~ck la!!

- going to bath and suffering with my throat and nose...sad and sad and sad...miss my family and my dear...I would rather accompany my dear that time...wasted my time at pangkor that night i thought like that...went lobby to let off with luue..

- back 513,saw lian and yongshee...nothing to say but turn my face and walk to 513...all people sleep earlier than last night...i'm sad bout something when i'm suddenly wake up at 5am...

Saturday,13-12-2008

[ last day of Pangkor Trip ]

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- 8am,they r make noise in my room!!im ntg to say too..wake up and pick up my luggage...yet i hope that i can reach home soon~breakfast still on with them..eat maggie and tuna biscuit..all seems moody when talk to our future..should be separate for ever..finished up the foods...time to assemble again at lobby..went to surround all the pulau pangkor by van...everyone's face seems moody and tired..aiz...went to buy smthg.. and sumthg else..reach jetty and going back through the ferry...loading to the bus and have some lunch at Mcdonald..hmm~i like it!!heehee..

- back again at journey of 3 hours...sienz..back with tiredness..everyone sleep as a pig on the bus...zzZ..

- Reach Dato already!!!yeah..time to say bye to you all!!take care...pangkor trip was ended up by lots of memories...bring joy and fun to me..thx..

Good Bye!!All the graduates of Dato and..Brotha Sista...see you..

A dreams achieved to me that i don't think it possible to realize...

- Pangkor trip was over and passed with above -

appreciate that u all give a lots of deepgoing through the memories for me...:-)

posted by , Moko

Pangkor Trip

Thursday, 11-12-2008 ..
[1st day of pangkor trip]
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This trip was our 1st time to travelled together..Time by time was gone so fast..I can't imagine that our dreams may came true within these 3 days..

- I was just woke up at 7am..when i woke up,but i was go so far as to counting how many hours i slept last night..Am I really a fool?haha..only 4 hours i slept..not get enough sleep when I'm going to pangkor because I'm being nervous and nervous plus happy on that time...8.30am I'm went to meet my sista at pandamaran..when reached around 9am..we assembling at our school-Dato Hamzah,around 9or10am we get ready to start off to pangkor island...
- A journey of 3-4hours,we get lots of topics to talked to..especially our 2nd bro..haha..really funny at all...wakaka!!happy but tired..we r going to sleep on the journey by bus...that 2 uncles too talkative already..Wuseh!!Non-stop talking!!You've got to hand it to them!!kaka...^^
- Around 12-1pm,we arrived at jetty to go aboard a ferry..after reached pangkor island..v went to our hostel-Bay View hostel..to check-in..it's very hot weather there..not need few minutes, sista gotta to cleans-on the room!!our room no.513!!haha..front of my room was brotha's room...hmm..no time to rest !!no time to sms!!v straight away went to swimming pool to take a look and swam there!!walao eh!!
- Opps!!My stomach get hungry edy!!!it's going so fast!!Damn!!We r back to room and take a bath...Syok!!It's quite cold when i get off from swimming pool...Waiting and waiting and waiting..........7pm is coming!!!time to eat!!It's great!!Seafood dinner leh!!but damn full lastly..regretted when my stomach started to make trouble..Issh!!

- Of course we've to celebrate that night..with lots of alcohol!!make me drunk !!bull shit!!but have a nice sleep too..brotha going to be crazy at our room..but something happened..make me moody enough...i try to sleep at midnight..i miss my love and v talked till 2am..i stand at balcony to thinking and dreaming..around 3-4am only I'm sleep...It‘s not the memory that i want..aiz..

- Sleep and sleep...set the alarm clock at seven tomorrow morning...zzZz...

- 1st day over and passed with above -

sincerely, to appreciate my brotha sista...bring many joy and fun to me at 1st day...

Posted by Moko